Tuesday, May 26, 2009

600 or more...


It is cold. I am sleepy. I am stuffed and I am going to eat more later. I am going to dance later too. I am going to treasure what I have the best: FRIENDS. Things are going wonderful with my new apartment. As soon as I find my battery charger, I will post photos here -> These were words I wrote over a month ago. Last week I wrote these: After having moved, I still don't seem to find my camera battery charger. That explains why I haven't posted any photos yet. I have also gotten a new PC and thus I don't have older photos to illustrate this post. My new place is awesome. It is small, but it is wider than the classroom I used to call home. Coincidentally, many terrible things happened or were happening while we were moving out. Actually, those were things we kind of knew they had been going on but they simply came out during the past few weeks as if they were news to us. But they in reality weren't. Besides this tragic event: getting to find out that we had been robbed by an associate at school for almost a year (big big big bummer), hubby was rushed to the hospital more than a week ago. Two bad news at once, who could handle that? He's got diabetes type 2. Today is officially a week that we got to know for sure he's had these disease for a while. I restarted therapy last Thursday and I'll be taking up canvas painting as a way of renewing energies and relaxing from all this stress. Right now, at 12:35 on a Sunday (7 degrees C -> so cold and so nice), I am sitting in my armchair, by my study desk, ... yeah, I now have a study, a REAL bedroom (not a classroom that used to be a place to sleep), my OWN kitchen, laundry with dryer and stuff, a cool bathroom, a balcony that has the greatest view ever), and a fine bedroom with a terrific window and also the view is breathtaking. I must tell mylself the good things we've been conquering, or else, I am going to dive in a pool filled with depressing feelings. According to my therapist, I am not supposed to mention the criminal associate anymore to anyone (so tough, man) and I have got to cook diet food, help with the errands and chores, and all that will colaborate with hubby's condition a great deal. Riiiight.
PS: Hubby went to a store to get another battery charger for my camera. Hopefully, I will post photos of our apartment still today.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I am back

It is cold. I am sleepy. I am stuffed and I am going to eat more later. I am going to dance later too. I am going to treasure what I have the best: FRIENDS. Things are going wonderful with my new apartment. As soon as I find my battery charger, I will post photos of my new place. I have got a new PC and a new psychological disorder: PANIC ATTACK. I started taking heavy meds last week and I will begin therapy in a week. I lost 16 pounds in a matter of months and my skin has been filled with zitts. I am definitely drinking less although I have been getting into deeper trouble. I don't want vacation. I just want JUSTICE.
peace and love

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