Saturday, March 26, 2016

The truth, nothing but the truth

I want to be a mother of a human. It might be from adoption, from in vitro pregnancy, or even naturally. All I know is that my child will be raised vegan. There won't be lies: no Santa Claus or the Fairy Tooth. The truth will be told. Don't come and  opinionate on my rules. I won't have baby shower either as I hate bothering people on my personal matters. Don't ask questions on my ways. Don't judge my decisions. God, how I hate these things.


Don't invite me for drinks.
I no longer drink alcoholic beverages.
Don't invite me for barbecues.
I refuse eating beings who have face, minds which can dream and eyes which can cry.
Don't invite for cookies or pies.
I no longer intake sugar, eggs, and no dairies for me either.
I stand for healthy eating as I am married to a diabetic.
Don't invite me to debate politics.
I no longer partake leftist points of view as I have grown old enough to realize that romantic utopias do not buy my dreams.
Don't try to convince me that I am wrong.
Don't force me on the contrary.
Don't waste your precious time.

By L. C. B.

Thursday, March 24, 2016

to J. Roberto Batista

I Carry Your Heart

by E. E. Cummings

Isurumuniya Lovers

I carry your heart
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in
my heart) I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear ;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

I am what I am

I live in São Paulo now.
I am an employee and not employer anymore.
I keep being vegan and sober (9 years).
I no longer wear blue hair.
I no longer live far from my family.
I keep fighting for my country.
I haven't given up this blog.
I wish to be a mother ASAP.
I restarted THERAPY (sigh).
I have lots of love in me.

My office is a "Horder's Shrine"

...and I am so proud of it! Ha.🎉🎉🎉