Sunday, September 13, 2020

hey yo. does this work?

It is quite hard to blog after gizillions of years. Firstly, because I am not typing on a regular computer. Second of all, because after all these year, now we have got to deal with the mainstream is calling: political correct. I hate all these labels. It is killing our creativity. It is killing our natural thoughts. I don't know else to say about these crazy feelings. I am not into labels. I do believe it is just a huge waste of time. I don't care what people call your lifestyle... and life must go on. So, why are we fighting against each other? I simply don't get it. I have lost a few friends due to this "control" and still it is still nonsense.

Saturday, February 29, 2020

February 29th, 2020 This is the leap year day. It has been months or even years that I don't stop by my blog however I am kinda distant from social media in general anyway. People are not interested in writing much. They care mostly about taking pictures which I have not been into as much. My eyes for photography are still keen. I wander around and I do sense when there is a scene ready to receive a snap. However, I lack of motivation. I have recovered from a deep depression since 2018/19. My lack of motivation pops up from not having good cameras, nor good cell phone lenses. My life is being focused on survival and that is pretty much it. As being Brazilian, I don't get much of a 'see-through' skill. Am I being clear? If not, you are not going to comment here anything about it. I will keep writing my way.

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Depression has been visiting me again...

So it has been a while that antidepressants are not in my medicine cabinet. They were part of my daily routine for almost four years. They were expensive and they changed my body and personality. I had lost 10 pounds and my moods swings were contant. I am back in the Medium size and I don't spend as much when I go drugstore shopping. I lost all my pants, panties and most of my undies. However, depressed feelings are knocking on my doors. I am bitter. I am unhappy. I feel down in the dumps for no reason whatsoever. I wish I were slimmier. Whereas, I have got tons of real motives to celebrate life - I have got four jobs, a brand-new car, an apartment, 6 cats, and billions of tests/papers to grade. What more do I need? DEPRESSION.

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

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"A Birthday Workout"

Hike across green Ireland;
Bike the USA;
Backpack through New Zealand,
But don’t call it a day…
Do yoga in lovely Paris;
Jump rope in Katmandu;
Avoid Italian pasta,
(Well, maybe taste, but don’t you chew!)
Climb atop Mt. Everest;
Do aerobics on China’s Wall;
Lift weights on Mexican Beaches;
And honey, that’s not all…
Shake your booty with native dances
In Fiji and Bora Bora;
Move your body and exercise
Like you’ve never done before.
Okay; that’s good; you’re finished;
Now you can take a break;
You’ve finally burned enough calories
To have your birthday cake!

By Joanna Fuchs

Black Power

I have already felt trapped, and  even powerless due to being with someone who wouldn't give me validation, hope. I lacked h...