New Tattoo... It was about time!

Selfies while hair is still blue...

January 10th, 2017

The launching continues...

Our Magazine is Out

End-of-the-year "HELLO" to my fellow readers... Well, basically to myself

Hiya!

I don't recall when I was here for the last time. I've been on-and-off blogging as this year had been THE YEAR. My business and David Bowie passed away on the same day, Jan 10th. On this day I turned 40. I moved away, however I haven't moved on. I restarted therapy. I quit therapy. I went back to college. I quit college. Though, I kept having drumming lessons and began taking dancing and singing... I am not good at any of these things but I am trying my best on giving them a shot.

This year's summit is about to happen. It is today. December 23rd I am releasing my first editorial project - a magazine called BLISTER. It is a super title that can mean many things. We are happy with the result eventhough there are mistakes. We have got to build better and better material. We have got to connect better and this magazine is helping me staying in Brazil.  I am so happy having left so much stuff behind and turned my life upside down. Even having gizillions of things to complain about, I think it is time to be grateful for a few things I have conquered in 2016. This is year has been f*cking awkward. 

I dream of a better 2017. Much better.

A perfect balance

The effects of this influence can vary considerably, but it is generally favorable for most kinds of activity. You are able to assert yourself today so as to get what you want without offending anybody. People will appreciate that you have been direct without being abrasive or pugnacious. You want everyone to have the same freedom you have to go after their own objectives, and you are willing to help them as long as they will return the favor. There is an almost perfect balance now between your need to be an individual with individual wants and desires and your need to relate to others. You can charm men or women by being genuinely friendly and agreeable, and you are concerned that your partner enjoy the relationship as much as you do.

I feel the blues...

Liiiiife

"With eyes wide open, it is getting away from me..." I love dancing, singing, drawing, coloring, writing, changing my hair, my shoes, my ideas, my diet, and the USA has changed their party in power. I have hated 2016 as much as I have loved it. Have I never seen so many changes in my life and sorts. It is being incredibly hectic, upside down. In 2016, I started taking up singing lessons, have continued taking drums, been involved in a magazine project, and I may possibly perform a dancing piece that I have always dreamed of. My business was taken from me. I was forced to move away from my lovely second home and leave my cute apartment behind. It is actually for sale and I am currently homeless hahaha Of course it not this way. But I feel that way. My heart melts now.

Nostalgia

Rant

Thank you, G_d, the Olympic games are about to be over. I mean no offense, however it is so boooooooring. Except for judo competition, I must say. Done. There. I've admitted it.

There is still hope in our Brazilian heart: the president's impeachment is just around the corner

New Life

I have moved since March.
I don't belong anywhere. (period)
I have lost so much weight for months or years.
I lost my grandma in May.
I've gone downward and upward like a tennis ball.
I am lost in boxes, bags, and haven't unpacked since Sunday.
I haven't slept in months either.
I am not feeling like myself and that bothers me like hell.
Am I gonna gain some weight again?